Random thoughts XXXIV

It is late at night now... I am sitting in the SCAN room, enjoying the airconditional in that room... Blrrrrr... Damn chill but I love it especially with my Paeds protocol and my headphone stuck in my head, listening the the soothing Jim brickman that calm me down, but making me sleepy... Darn... Should go for maksim instead of Jim brickman... Hahaha

In this lonely little room with only consist of me, my books, an my phone, I started thinking about you my dear... And tears started rolling unconsciously... Still feeling bad for the incident... I am really sorry my dear...

Thinking that you are sleeping soundly now, I really hope that I will be beside you now, making you warm, making you comfortable, and making you feel happy and smile in your dreams... But instead of being with the most precious person of mine, I am here, with those kids who need my attentions... And working without getting any appreciations ... Haiz... Really miss you my dear.... I really looking forward to the day that we can be together every single moment...

My dear,
I am the most foolish person in the world
And yet the happiest person
May your presence in my life make that came true
Settling the bad temper of mine
Or calming the inner beast of mine
Reminding me to study for our future
Reminding me to be a better person
Yet, still tolerating all my bad habits...

Last but not least, thanks dear for making my life beautiful...
Thanks for molding me to be a better person...
And hereby I will grant you the permission to claim your ownership on me(physically, mentally and spiritually) forever ever...


I LOVE YOU LAOPO


Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world