blooooooooooooooood....

Currently posted in a neonatal ward.. been taking blood all day long as there are so many bloods to be taken.. haiz... and got home at 2315H... zzz.... physically tired...

but, your call, my dear... came at the right time... it is when i wanted to hear your voice, to comfort my tired soul... thanks laopo...

you always do things at the right time my dear... i dunno how you did that, but your timing is always right... always....

i had been very moody today... but when i received your message in ward, to ask me to call you, i was so happy that finally i can listen to your voice... your voice can always calm the monster in me without failure... hahahahahaha... because, after talking to you, my mood became so much better... hahahahahaha... thanks dear... from here onwards, i realized something again and yet again... I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU DEAR!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahaha....

p.s. the post and the title is irrelevant... it is that today, i had been taking blood like FOREVER!!~~ hahahahahahahaha...

love you laopo!!~~ muackssss... ;)

An Idiot writing......

hi blog... long time no c... sorry for abandoning you after my last post here... by the way.. i actually had many things to say here...

it all started in the day i met my gal, yuen lee... the process of getting know to her till eventually i got her is actually in my previous post...

she is a tough girl... but she had her cute, and soft sides... she is easily hurt emotionally even though she looks tough...

she is very caring... she cares about her family a lot... can clearly remember on the day that she found out that her brother had an accident, her facial expression went totally depressed... even though she herself is sick... and we actually had plans to go outing that time... what she was thinking is that how is her brother... how is his condition... the concerning look of hers... i really should capture it with my camera... thats the moment she show her love towards family all on her face... in the end, she dump me and went back home.. and i alone went to the outing with others friend... and during that outing, when i saw my friends hugging their gal, i felt the loniness... i really miss her... i really cant live without this gal... it is the same feeling as the time when i am in china WITHOUT her.. and ended up using a lump sum of money to call her back from china...

but despite of all the good of hers, i am the real devil here... i made her felt sad.. and i hurt her feelings today... it is something i promised i will do to her and but didn't... i really break her heart... from the solemn voice of hers through the phone, from the way she answer my question, i sensed despair and disappointment... i am so bad... sometimes i do think that whether i deserve such a good gal to love me anot... haiz... thus, hereby i promise:

1) I WILL NEVER DRINK ALCOHOL UNLESS IT IS A SPECIAL OCCASION BETWEEN YOU AND ME...
2) I WILL EAT HEALTHILY SO THAT I CAN OUTLIVE YOU...
3) I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU...
4) I WILL WORK HARD TOWARDS MY GOAL...
5) I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED...
6) I WILL NEVER SCOLD YOU
7) I WILL NEVER RAISED MY VOICE TOWARDS YOU...
8) I WILL NEVER PHYSICALLY ATTACK YOU...
9) I WILL ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES...
10)I WILL NEVER SAY THE SENTENCE "I WANNA B_ _ _ K _ P WITH YOU"
11)...................

the last one is the promise that i made to you a week ago... still remember that?? i think i should not post that here as i would like it to be personal between you and me....

Dear,
I really cannot live without you dear...
I felt so so so bad when I hurt you... really...
I couldn't focus on my job,
I couldn't think what i am thinking...
You really make a great impact in my life...
and most of all, YOU CHANGE ME!!!

thank you dear...
love you...

From you stupidest laogong in the world...