today is your birthday, my dear laopo...
This is the second birthday of yours i had been celebrating... felt excited today...
cant sleep well at night
palpitations...
No matter how,
i felt really sorry my dear...
as i am a really lazy guy...
I really wanna be with you
I really wanted that badly...
Without you,
I am just a piece of rotten shit..
Without you,
I am just nothing
I really cant live without you...
I know it is not nice to say this on your birthday...
but still, i wanna say i am sorry...
I hope that, my heart and soul will be steeled up and meet the demands of yours...
Please make me a better man, my dear..
Please make me a stronger man, my dear..
for I am weak and bad at the same time..
Please do not give up on me as there is hope...
and thanks for your chances...
I will appreciate it as my own life
and will not waste it again...
i am really sorry...
From your stupid laogong...
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Random Thoughts XXXV
My second day in Labour room.... hmm... long time did not update my blog dy....
That night, was our First year anniversary.. I had planned for a while where to go and what to buy for her... after giving much thought, i remember that i told her that "Luna Bar" in KL is a nice and beautiful place to go.. So I decided to spend some of my time doing some online research to see how is that place...
After deciding that that is the place to go, I am now in a big dilemma... What to buy for my dear?? hmm... after giving much thought, I decided to buy a pair of rings and gave one to her as a token of love... I went to a jewellery shop, searching for the right ring... i searched and searched for about an hour... then i found the "2" rings and then i also decided to change the size of both rings... the bigger one, i make it bigger as my finger are too big... and the smaller one, i make it smaller... But one problem popped out at this moment... I dunno the size of my dear's finger... zzz... so i decided to guess... squeezing my brain juice and moving all the gears in my brain, i tried to figure out how big my dear dear's finger is... and at last i decided to make it size 10... and besides that, on my ring, i carved her initial which is "YL" and hers with my initial,"WH"... then i went to the next stop... muahahahaha...
remembering she told me that our anniversary celebration she would like to have flowers... So I went to the florist and ask whether fresh roses is available on that day of 29th January and the florist told me,"yes"!! then i asked,"so i no need to book flowers for that day right?? can walk in and get a bouquet straight away right??" and she answered me,"yes" happily, i started off planning how that night will go...
finally, the day came... 29th of January, 2013 came to me... that day was my post night shift... hahahahaha... felt a bit tired after the shift ends... but thinking that i will be celebrating our first anniversary, all my mitochondrion in my body started working at the max rate to produce energy!!~~ hahahahahahaha... so that day, i went to the jewellery shop to get the rings and then i went to the florist to get a bouquet of roses... but before i went to get the roses, of course i did some research on the number of roses and the colour of roses and their meaning... and this is what i found:
-Red
Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"
- Pink
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy
- Yellow
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.
- White
Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"
- Lavender
Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.
- Orange
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.
and the numbers:
- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses
I love you
- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love
I bought 3 red roses, which means, I LOVE YOU...
then after preparing the things, of course is the main character... i need to go to hospital serdang to fetch my darling!!~~ hahahahahahaha... but first and foremost, i need to hide the flowers and the rings... i am really stupid as i hide the flowers in my bag and luckily the flowers din go "KABOOSH!!" as i really really held my bag carefully... huhuhu...
then i waited my dear in serdang... and after she prepared herself, then we were off the LUNA BAR our destination... hahahahaha... but on the way there, we stopped at the Thean Hou Temple and pray before we headed to the next destination...
after turning turning around KL, which is very very unfamiliar to me... but in the end, we reached the destinations without failing... hahahahaha...
we reached luna bar and then found out that the restaurant that i booked is just opposite luna bar... that restaurant is an amazing restaurant with very very nice design... we sat beside the window and clearly, we can see the KL tower beside us... very very very beautiful and magnificent... and the food is nice too...
then I started to pull out the surprises to my dear dear... first is the flowers... hahahahahaha... i stupidly pull it out from my bag... huhuhu.... then we started eating... and when we finished eating, i pulled out the ring and gave it to her and ask her to marry me...... she said that it is still a bit early for her to say,"yes I will marry you" but she will still take the ring and wear it...
after that, we went to luna bar and we talked while enjoying the night view there... it is really AWESOME!!~~ lolz... hahahahaha... and also with a cup of "tequilla sunrise"..
That's my anniversary celebration... with my dear laopo...
Love you laopo!!~~ muacksss..
From your stupidest laogong...
That night, was our First year anniversary.. I had planned for a while where to go and what to buy for her... after giving much thought, i remember that i told her that "Luna Bar" in KL is a nice and beautiful place to go.. So I decided to spend some of my time doing some online research to see how is that place...
After deciding that that is the place to go, I am now in a big dilemma... What to buy for my dear?? hmm... after giving much thought, I decided to buy a pair of rings and gave one to her as a token of love... I went to a jewellery shop, searching for the right ring... i searched and searched for about an hour... then i found the "2" rings and then i also decided to change the size of both rings... the bigger one, i make it bigger as my finger are too big... and the smaller one, i make it smaller... But one problem popped out at this moment... I dunno the size of my dear's finger... zzz... so i decided to guess... squeezing my brain juice and moving all the gears in my brain, i tried to figure out how big my dear dear's finger is... and at last i decided to make it size 10... and besides that, on my ring, i carved her initial which is "YL" and hers with my initial,"WH"... then i went to the next stop... muahahahaha...
remembering she told me that our anniversary celebration she would like to have flowers... So I went to the florist and ask whether fresh roses is available on that day of 29th January and the florist told me,"yes"!! then i asked,"so i no need to book flowers for that day right?? can walk in and get a bouquet straight away right??" and she answered me,"yes" happily, i started off planning how that night will go...
finally, the day came... 29th of January, 2013 came to me... that day was my post night shift... hahahahaha... felt a bit tired after the shift ends... but thinking that i will be celebrating our first anniversary, all my mitochondrion in my body started working at the max rate to produce energy!!~~ hahahahahahaha... so that day, i went to the jewellery shop to get the rings and then i went to the florist to get a bouquet of roses... but before i went to get the roses, of course i did some research on the number of roses and the colour of roses and their meaning... and this is what i found:
-Red
Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"
- Pink
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy
- Yellow
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.
- White
Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"
- Lavender
Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.
- Orange
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.
and the numbers:
- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses
I love you
- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love
I bought 3 red roses, which means, I LOVE YOU...
then after preparing the things, of course is the main character... i need to go to hospital serdang to fetch my darling!!~~ hahahahahahaha... but first and foremost, i need to hide the flowers and the rings... i am really stupid as i hide the flowers in my bag and luckily the flowers din go "KABOOSH!!" as i really really held my bag carefully... huhuhu...
then i waited my dear in serdang... and after she prepared herself, then we were off the LUNA BAR our destination... hahahahaha... but on the way there, we stopped at the Thean Hou Temple and pray before we headed to the next destination...
after turning turning around KL, which is very very unfamiliar to me... but in the end, we reached the destinations without failing... hahahahaha...
we reached luna bar and then found out that the restaurant that i booked is just opposite luna bar... that restaurant is an amazing restaurant with very very nice design... we sat beside the window and clearly, we can see the KL tower beside us... very very very beautiful and magnificent... and the food is nice too...
then I started to pull out the surprises to my dear dear... first is the flowers... hahahahahaha... i stupidly pull it out from my bag... huhuhu.... then we started eating... and when we finished eating, i pulled out the ring and gave it to her and ask her to marry me...... she said that it is still a bit early for her to say,"yes I will marry you" but she will still take the ring and wear it...
after that, we went to luna bar and we talked while enjoying the night view there... it is really AWESOME!!~~ lolz... hahahahaha... and also with a cup of "tequilla sunrise"..
That's my anniversary celebration... with my dear laopo...
Love you laopo!!~~ muacksss..
From your stupidest laogong...
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Random thoughts XXXIV
It is late at night now... I am sitting in the SCAN room, enjoying the airconditional in that room... Blrrrrr... Damn chill but I love it especially with my Paeds protocol and my headphone stuck in my head, listening the the soothing Jim brickman that calm me down, but making me sleepy... Darn... Should go for maksim instead of Jim brickman... Hahaha
In this lonely little room with only consist of me, my books, an my phone, I started thinking about you my dear... And tears started rolling unconsciously... Still feeling bad for the incident... I am really sorry my dear...
Thinking that you are sleeping soundly now, I really hope that I will be beside you now, making you warm, making you comfortable, and making you feel happy and smile in your dreams... But instead of being with the most precious person of mine, I am here, with those kids who need my attentions... And working without getting any appreciations ... Haiz... Really miss you my dear.... I really looking forward to the day that we can be together every single moment...
My dear,
I am the most foolish person in the world
And yet the happiest person
May your presence in my life make that came true
Settling the bad temper of mine
Or calming the inner beast of mine
Reminding me to study for our future
Reminding me to be a better person
Yet, still tolerating all my bad habits...
Last but not least, thanks dear for making my life beautiful...
Thanks for molding me to be a better person...
And hereby I will grant you the permission to claim your ownership on me(physically, mentally and spiritually) forever ever...
I LOVE YOU LAOPO
Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world
In this lonely little room with only consist of me, my books, an my phone, I started thinking about you my dear... And tears started rolling unconsciously... Still feeling bad for the incident... I am really sorry my dear...
Thinking that you are sleeping soundly now, I really hope that I will be beside you now, making you warm, making you comfortable, and making you feel happy and smile in your dreams... But instead of being with the most precious person of mine, I am here, with those kids who need my attentions... And working without getting any appreciations ... Haiz... Really miss you my dear.... I really looking forward to the day that we can be together every single moment...
My dear,
I am the most foolish person in the world
And yet the happiest person
May your presence in my life make that came true
Settling the bad temper of mine
Or calming the inner beast of mine
Reminding me to study for our future
Reminding me to be a better person
Yet, still tolerating all my bad habits...
Last but not least, thanks dear for making my life beautiful...
Thanks for molding me to be a better person...
And hereby I will grant you the permission to claim your ownership on me(physically, mentally and spiritually) forever ever...
I LOVE YOU LAOPO
Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world
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