A letter to my dearest

Dear laopo,

Dear, you are embedded deeply in my heart dear... Every single moment when I am alone, my brain waves will start generating your images and start putting them around inside my brain...

My main purpose of writing you this is that I want you to know that I will support you no matter what choice you make...

I understand the feeling of giving up while studying... I had that feeling before... And you know what I will think about when I had that giving up feeling?? I will think of you... Think of the subway and the chocolate that you purposely bought them for me... You are the supporting pillar of mine throughout my toughest moment in life...

Thus, I really hope that you will just think of my stupid face when you feel stress.. The clown face of mine that successfully carved the smile on the frowning face of yours.. And remember, this is the time that I become the pillar of yours....

Dear...
I will be the pillar so that you can depend on..
I will be the light to bring brightness into your life..
I will be the candle to bring you light in darkness..
I will be the punching bag when you need to vent out you rage..
I will be the pillow where you can lie your tired body on..
I will be the clown to bring joy into your life..
and most important
I will stay alive so that I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO DO FOR YOU....

Dear,
I love you dear...
May my strength and perseverance to be with you..
May my joy and love to be with you..
May my light and luck to be with you...

Love you dear...
Good luck in your exam and do not be too stress...


Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world!!~~

Random thoughts XXXIII

It is triple x plus triple I series!!! Hahahaha....

Now in night shift, working in paediatric ward... Listening to all the cries and screaming.... Feeling to have noise induced hearing loss one day....

Sitting in the room, waiting for the arrival of new admission... And at the same time, doing some reading....
And
At this moment, one cute pretty face kept on popping out in my mind, disturbing my flow of thoughts, and also keeping me wide awake... (Dunno whether it is partially due to the coffee I drank hours ago... But normally the effect of coffee won't stay long... Thus, it is due to the person... Hahaha..)



She is like a mischievous elf
Popping in and out of my brain
In the frequency of approximately 1 Hz

Her smile was mischief
Yet stunning...
Like a kid,
Who had just completed her mischievous deed...

Looking at my arm, fingers, dorsal of my palm
And knee and ankle...
Searching for the sign of "tattooing"
Which is her signature doing
Especially when I am sleeping soundly..

She brings joy, and happiness...
She brings laughter and sometimes tears...
She brings in light and warmth...
And the most important part..
She brings in her heart....

She is the one and only one person in this world...
And guess who is this person that is capable enough
To infiltrate my life and soul like mercury??

She,
Is my dearest darling, miss PYL...
And my dearest laopo...

Thanks for the infiltration and all your mischievous deed...
Please do not stop them as these are things that light up my life...
And these are the only thing that makes me feel like living after I started my working life...

Thanks dear for bringing such joy into my life....

Random thoughts

Hi... Long time no c blog....
Today working as night shift...with the mind kept on thinking of my dear....
Jz set one line, taken two blood... Haiz...

First and foremost, sorry for being late writing this post.... Hmm....
Then, there goes my flow of thought... Coming like a stream of water...





Dear, it is said that one couple can be together is either one of them owe the other one of them too much that he or she came to the present life and repay them.... But I prefer the other mode of the story which is where the couple continue loving each other from the past life till now....

My darling... I think my present life is all about you... Everything that gone through, how I met you and how the timing came at the right moment is really all wired up nicely so that we can make it for each other... Like you say, I can't imagine if I know you earlier or later and whether we will still be together....

Like you said earlier on phone, I sometimes do make a lot of mistakes... But there is always one right thing that I did... Which is choosing you as my gf... Never regretted, and never had second thought... And I knew that I really love you and vice versa... Hahahahaha... A bit narcissistic there...

My dear, I had been changing all the while for you... And I am trying to be a much more better person for you... But I can say that you had made me to a better man, and now, I couldnt afford to lose you....


Dear,
I love you... And I missed you all the time...
Muacksssss...

Work hard ya my laopo....