Random Thoughts XXXV

My second day in Labour room.... hmm... long time did not update my blog dy....

That night, was our First year anniversary.. I had planned for a while where to go and what to buy for her... after giving much thought, i remember that i told her that "Luna Bar" in KL is a nice and beautiful place to go.. So I decided to spend some of my time doing some online research to see how is that place...

After deciding that that is the place to go, I am now in a big dilemma... What to buy for my dear?? hmm... after giving much thought, I decided to buy a pair of rings and gave one to her as a token of love... I went to a jewellery shop, searching for the right ring... i searched and searched for about an hour... then i found the "2" rings and then i also decided to change the size of both rings... the bigger one, i make it bigger as my finger are too big... and the smaller one, i make it smaller... But one problem popped out at this moment... I dunno the size of my dear's finger... zzz... so i decided to guess... squeezing my brain juice and moving all the gears in my brain, i tried to figure out how big my dear dear's finger is... and at last i decided to make it size 10... and besides that, on my ring, i carved her initial which is "YL" and hers with my initial,"WH"... then i went to the next stop... muahahahaha...

remembering she told me that our anniversary celebration she would like to have flowers... So I went to the florist and ask whether fresh roses is available on that day of 29th January and the florist told me,"yes"!! then i asked,"so i no need to book flowers for that day right?? can walk in and get a bouquet straight away right??" and she answered me,"yes" happily, i started off planning how that night will go...


finally, the day came... 29th of January, 2013 came to me... that day was my post night shift... hahahahaha... felt a bit tired after the shift ends... but thinking that i will be celebrating our first anniversary, all my mitochondrion in my body started working at the max rate to produce energy!!~~ hahahahahahaha... so that day, i went to the jewellery shop to get the rings and then i went to the florist to get a bouquet of roses... but before i went to get the roses, of course i did some research on the number of roses and the colour of roses and their meaning... and this is what i found:

-Red
Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion

Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

- Pink
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.

Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy

- Yellow
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.

Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

- White
Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"

Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

- Lavender
Love at first sight and enchantment

Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.

- Orange
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination

An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

and the numbers:

- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses
I love you

- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

I bought 3 red roses, which means, I LOVE YOU...


then after preparing the things, of course is the main character... i need to go to hospital serdang to fetch my darling!!~~ hahahahahahaha... but first and foremost, i need to hide the flowers and the rings... i am really stupid as i hide the flowers in my bag and luckily the flowers din go "KABOOSH!!" as i really really held my bag carefully... huhuhu...

then i waited my dear in serdang... and after she prepared herself, then we were off the LUNA BAR our destination... hahahahaha... but on the way there, we stopped at the Thean Hou Temple and pray before we headed to the next destination...

after turning turning around KL, which is very very unfamiliar to me... but in the end, we reached the destinations without failing... hahahahaha...

we reached luna bar and then found out that the restaurant that i booked is just opposite luna bar... that restaurant is an amazing restaurant with very very nice design... we sat beside the window and clearly, we can see the KL tower beside us... very very very beautiful and magnificent... and the food is nice too...
then I started to pull out the surprises to my dear dear... first is the flowers... hahahahahaha... i stupidly pull it out from my bag... huhuhu.... then we started eating... and when we finished eating, i pulled out the ring and gave it to her and ask her to marry me...... she said that it is still a bit early for her to say,"yes I will marry you" but she will still take the ring and wear it...

after that, we went to luna bar and we talked while enjoying the night view there... it is really AWESOME!!~~ lolz... hahahahaha... and also with a cup of "tequilla sunrise"..

That's my anniversary celebration... with my dear laopo...

Love you laopo!!~~ muacksss..

From your stupidest laogong...

Random thoughts XXXIV

It is late at night now... I am sitting in the SCAN room, enjoying the airconditional in that room... Blrrrrr... Damn chill but I love it especially with my Paeds protocol and my headphone stuck in my head, listening the the soothing Jim brickman that calm me down, but making me sleepy... Darn... Should go for maksim instead of Jim brickman... Hahaha

In this lonely little room with only consist of me, my books, an my phone, I started thinking about you my dear... And tears started rolling unconsciously... Still feeling bad for the incident... I am really sorry my dear...

Thinking that you are sleeping soundly now, I really hope that I will be beside you now, making you warm, making you comfortable, and making you feel happy and smile in your dreams... But instead of being with the most precious person of mine, I am here, with those kids who need my attentions... And working without getting any appreciations ... Haiz... Really miss you my dear.... I really looking forward to the day that we can be together every single moment...

My dear,
I am the most foolish person in the world
And yet the happiest person
May your presence in my life make that came true
Settling the bad temper of mine
Or calming the inner beast of mine
Reminding me to study for our future
Reminding me to be a better person
Yet, still tolerating all my bad habits...

Last but not least, thanks dear for making my life beautiful...
Thanks for molding me to be a better person...
And hereby I will grant you the permission to claim your ownership on me(physically, mentally and spiritually) forever ever...


I LOVE YOU LAOPO


Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world

A letter to my dearest

Dear laopo,

Dear, you are embedded deeply in my heart dear... Every single moment when I am alone, my brain waves will start generating your images and start putting them around inside my brain...

My main purpose of writing you this is that I want you to know that I will support you no matter what choice you make...

I understand the feeling of giving up while studying... I had that feeling before... And you know what I will think about when I had that giving up feeling?? I will think of you... Think of the subway and the chocolate that you purposely bought them for me... You are the supporting pillar of mine throughout my toughest moment in life...

Thus, I really hope that you will just think of my stupid face when you feel stress.. The clown face of mine that successfully carved the smile on the frowning face of yours.. And remember, this is the time that I become the pillar of yours....

Dear...
I will be the pillar so that you can depend on..
I will be the light to bring brightness into your life..
I will be the candle to bring you light in darkness..
I will be the punching bag when you need to vent out you rage..
I will be the pillow where you can lie your tired body on..
I will be the clown to bring joy into your life..
and most important
I will stay alive so that I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO DO FOR YOU....

Dear,
I love you dear...
May my strength and perseverance to be with you..
May my joy and love to be with you..
May my light and luck to be with you...

Love you dear...
Good luck in your exam and do not be too stress...


Love,
your stupidest laogong in the world!!~~

Random thoughts XXXIII

It is triple x plus triple I series!!! Hahahaha....

Now in night shift, working in paediatric ward... Listening to all the cries and screaming.... Feeling to have noise induced hearing loss one day....

Sitting in the room, waiting for the arrival of new admission... And at the same time, doing some reading....
And
At this moment, one cute pretty face kept on popping out in my mind, disturbing my flow of thoughts, and also keeping me wide awake... (Dunno whether it is partially due to the coffee I drank hours ago... But normally the effect of coffee won't stay long... Thus, it is due to the person... Hahaha..)



She is like a mischievous elf
Popping in and out of my brain
In the frequency of approximately 1 Hz

Her smile was mischief
Yet stunning...
Like a kid,
Who had just completed her mischievous deed...

Looking at my arm, fingers, dorsal of my palm
And knee and ankle...
Searching for the sign of "tattooing"
Which is her signature doing
Especially when I am sleeping soundly..

She brings joy, and happiness...
She brings laughter and sometimes tears...
She brings in light and warmth...
And the most important part..
She brings in her heart....

She is the one and only one person in this world...
And guess who is this person that is capable enough
To infiltrate my life and soul like mercury??

She,
Is my dearest darling, miss PYL...
And my dearest laopo...

Thanks for the infiltration and all your mischievous deed...
Please do not stop them as these are things that light up my life...
And these are the only thing that makes me feel like living after I started my working life...

Thanks dear for bringing such joy into my life....

Random thoughts

Hi... Long time no c blog....
Today working as night shift...with the mind kept on thinking of my dear....
Jz set one line, taken two blood... Haiz...

First and foremost, sorry for being late writing this post.... Hmm....
Then, there goes my flow of thought... Coming like a stream of water...





Dear, it is said that one couple can be together is either one of them owe the other one of them too much that he or she came to the present life and repay them.... But I prefer the other mode of the story which is where the couple continue loving each other from the past life till now....

My darling... I think my present life is all about you... Everything that gone through, how I met you and how the timing came at the right moment is really all wired up nicely so that we can make it for each other... Like you say, I can't imagine if I know you earlier or later and whether we will still be together....

Like you said earlier on phone, I sometimes do make a lot of mistakes... But there is always one right thing that I did... Which is choosing you as my gf... Never regretted, and never had second thought... And I knew that I really love you and vice versa... Hahahahaha... A bit narcissistic there...

My dear, I had been changing all the while for you... And I am trying to be a much more better person for you... But I can say that you had made me to a better man, and now, I couldnt afford to lose you....


Dear,
I love you... And I missed you all the time...
Muacksssss...

Work hard ya my laopo....

blooooooooooooooood....

Currently posted in a neonatal ward.. been taking blood all day long as there are so many bloods to be taken.. haiz... and got home at 2315H... zzz.... physically tired...

but, your call, my dear... came at the right time... it is when i wanted to hear your voice, to comfort my tired soul... thanks laopo...

you always do things at the right time my dear... i dunno how you did that, but your timing is always right... always....

i had been very moody today... but when i received your message in ward, to ask me to call you, i was so happy that finally i can listen to your voice... your voice can always calm the monster in me without failure... hahahahahaha... because, after talking to you, my mood became so much better... hahahahahaha... thanks dear... from here onwards, i realized something again and yet again... I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU DEAR!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahaha....

p.s. the post and the title is irrelevant... it is that today, i had been taking blood like FOREVER!!~~ hahahahahahahaha...

love you laopo!!~~ muackssss... ;)

An Idiot writing......

hi blog... long time no c... sorry for abandoning you after my last post here... by the way.. i actually had many things to say here...

it all started in the day i met my gal, yuen lee... the process of getting know to her till eventually i got her is actually in my previous post...

she is a tough girl... but she had her cute, and soft sides... she is easily hurt emotionally even though she looks tough...

she is very caring... she cares about her family a lot... can clearly remember on the day that she found out that her brother had an accident, her facial expression went totally depressed... even though she herself is sick... and we actually had plans to go outing that time... what she was thinking is that how is her brother... how is his condition... the concerning look of hers... i really should capture it with my camera... thats the moment she show her love towards family all on her face... in the end, she dump me and went back home.. and i alone went to the outing with others friend... and during that outing, when i saw my friends hugging their gal, i felt the loniness... i really miss her... i really cant live without this gal... it is the same feeling as the time when i am in china WITHOUT her.. and ended up using a lump sum of money to call her back from china...

but despite of all the good of hers, i am the real devil here... i made her felt sad.. and i hurt her feelings today... it is something i promised i will do to her and but didn't... i really break her heart... from the solemn voice of hers through the phone, from the way she answer my question, i sensed despair and disappointment... i am so bad... sometimes i do think that whether i deserve such a good gal to love me anot... haiz... thus, hereby i promise:

1) I WILL NEVER DRINK ALCOHOL UNLESS IT IS A SPECIAL OCCASION BETWEEN YOU AND ME...
2) I WILL EAT HEALTHILY SO THAT I CAN OUTLIVE YOU...
3) I WILL NEVER CHEAT ON YOU...
4) I WILL WORK HARD TOWARDS MY GOAL...
5) I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED...
6) I WILL NEVER SCOLD YOU
7) I WILL NEVER RAISED MY VOICE TOWARDS YOU...
8) I WILL NEVER PHYSICALLY ATTACK YOU...
9) I WILL ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES...
10)I WILL NEVER SAY THE SENTENCE "I WANNA B_ _ _ K _ P WITH YOU"
11)...................

the last one is the promise that i made to you a week ago... still remember that?? i think i should not post that here as i would like it to be personal between you and me....

Dear,
I really cannot live without you dear...
I felt so so so bad when I hurt you... really...
I couldn't focus on my job,
I couldn't think what i am thinking...
You really make a great impact in my life...
and most of all, YOU CHANGE ME!!!

thank you dear...
love you...

From you stupidest laogong in the world...